Revisions

I'm revising a document. I'm familiar with the content. I didn't create most of it; I'm familiar because I've read, used, and modified the content over a couple years. And yet, I repeatedly find awkward combinations of words, unclear phrases, and nonessential sections.

It reminds me of my life - where I repeatedly encounter details that are awkward, unclear, nonessential.

What about you? Ever have one of those wish-I-could-do-it-over moments? When have you thought "WHAT was I thinking?!"

There really are no do-overs. When I offend someone, I can apologize, but I can't take away the sting of my words. I can only move forward with efforts to be more sensitive. When I miss a deadline, I can't rewind time. I can only complete the task a little late and get myself organized better for the next deadline. When I say no when I should say yes or say yes when I should say no, I can't erase my disobedience. I can only commit to stepping forward in determined obedience.

I (hopefully) learn with each experience. What I overlook at one point of my life becomes highlighted for correction for another time. I'm not always patient with myself, and yet, I'm growing toward a thankfulness that God doesn't take me through one grand editing process. I would be overwhelmed. I wouldn't grasp all the changes. I need the process of continual editing.

God, I trust you with my life. You designed me, and you know exactly what I need and when I need it. Your timing is perfect - even though it's not always comfortable. Growth is rarely comfortable, but I thank you for guiding my spiritual growth. Use my flaws and strengths today. May I reflect and glorify you. Amen.

How is God editing your life right now?

If you reject discipline, you only harm yourself;but if you listen to correction, you grow in understanding. - Proverbs 15: 32 (NLT)